this is dedicated to john beavers and scotty boyd

thanks 4 ur comments guys.good news!i dumped him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope everything is alright.

Hurting yourself is not the answer. I mean I know how you feel it's like your not good enough for everyone. Just talk to your friends or a school counsler.

**Basketbal4eva**

good poem, i love it, feel like that alot, even today. have u been to allpoetry.com, they have some good poems there, and u can post yours. i have an account there(thelostangel). check my crap out if u want. also ruinyourlife.com has some really great poems, and drawings.

anyways, great poem.

huggs and cuts-lostangel

shorty does not like you and you know it

Hey I know you miss your uncle...I didn't know him too well so I can't eally say anything about him.But hold on you'll get through this

Much Love

**Danita**

i found it on:

http://poetrypoem.com/cgi-bin/index.pl?sitename=silencedpain&item=home

........then whos this???  ...lol MICHELLE

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VARIOUS: LOVE	what are you talking about i never put any comments on ur post you must have da wrong person[afigreenday]		2005-09-30 08:52:17
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**QUOTE**-BILLY GRAHAM	thats is like so cool.my grandma loves billy graham[afigreenday]		2005-09-29 12:20:15
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A WHITE LIE CHURCH CAKE!-**FUNNY**	thats really funy,but more details[afigreenday]

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again, thanks for the comment(s) =)...even if you ONLY know about the last one at this point in time..its all good

MICHELLE

Just you know kinda flirt with both of them. they'll catch on eventuly. Hope i helped.

thanks for the comment in my diary! =)

im glad you liked the post!

im sorry there arnt any more details..it was an email sent to me from a group im a part of on yahoo. what ya read is all i had to give. sorry!

thanks again

michelle

Sounds like you have had a bad time recently honey. Do whatever you feel is right. But like my mum said a lepoard never changes its spots.

Will be thinking of you

MonochromeLife xxx

Just because you havent had sex with him doesnt mean he has to cheat on you with one of your friends. I know you probably love him or whatever but try to stop thinking about him for a minute and think about yourself. Just think about it i could undedrstand if he kissed someone else but have sex with someone else thats just nasty i hope you get it together Bye

That is really wrong. Don't cut yourself just cause your friends do. It can really hurt you and I know I used to do it. I regret it alot i have scars up and down my arms now I wish i hadn't done it.

if u r ready 4 it go 4 it i lost my virginity last yr. (6th grade) but he used a condem so if u do  use 1 b/c u will get preg. and u will have nasty strech marks and u will have a HARD life coming your way!!!!!!

       ~~~***monica~~~***

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u should never cut ur self b/c it leaves nasty scares and it can kill u and im not lying if u hit a nerve byebye u r dead and if u pop a vain u can die 2 b/c u will blead 2 death and the only way it will stop is if u stop your blood sirculation and i no b/c my moms best friend hit a nerve and it parelized her and about a month or 2 later i found out she wuz dead.............    so take my advise and dont if your friends wanna do it let them do it but tell them wut can happen i promise u can die from it but if u wanna kill your self and ur friends and family byebye

                 ~~~***~~~monica~~~***~~~

you should never cut ur self! it leaves nasty scares that will be there for your whole life. and scars arent very pretty me and my friend barbara used to play this game where you use the eraser of a pencil on your skin and someone says tha althabet and for every letter you have to say somenes name and who ever got to the end won well i was doing it buy my self and i hurt my self really bad and it got infected and now i have a huge bad ugly scar on my hand and you dont want that do you?

~*~MLO~*~ 

didnt u say u were going into grade 7 in another entry??
why are u thinking this at 12?

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Well if you dont wanna do it dont bother ur not ready, dont let him force u into it if he feels the same way u feel about him he will wait till uz r both ready if not find a new boyfriend hes no worth it.

you should get another boyfreind thats what.

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